Lauren,

Before we know it, it will have been a whole year since God took you. I think of your beautiful smile everyday and hold it so very close to my heart. Knowing that life can through you challenges that seemed inevitable. I’ll never know what His motives were, but I truly believe you are with Him. Each and everyday your smile flashes across my mind and I think to myself “why couldn’t it have been me?” I wish you were here to experience more of life Lauren because there are so many of us who take it for granted. I wish you could have children and see your beautiful baby girl be the amazing dancer that you were. Pick out your dream home and marry that one man who makes you feel like you’re the only person in the world. You deserved it Lauren. You deserved it more than anyone else in the world & my heart breaks for you every waking minute. We love you so much sweetheart. Missing you like crazy

“When someone you love dies, and you’re not expecting it, you don’t lose her all at once; you lose her in pieces over a long time—the way the mail stops coming, and her scent fades from the pillows and even from the clothes in her closet and drawers. Gradually, you accumulate the parts of her that are gone. Just when the day comes—when there’s a particular missing part that overwhelms you with the feeling that she’s gone, forever—there comes another day, and another specifically missing part.”
Rest in peace hun. We love & miss you so much. 

“When someone you love dies, and you’re not expecting it, you don’t lose her all at once; you lose her in pieces over a long time—the way the mail stops coming, and her scent fades from the pillows and even from the clothes in her closet and drawers. Gradually, you accumulate the parts of her that are gone. Just when the day comes—when there’s a particular missing part that overwhelms you with the feeling that she’s gone, forever—there comes another day, and another specifically missing part.”

Rest in peace hun. We love & miss you so much. 

Even in what you probably thought were the most unattractive pictures, you shined so beautifully. Loved that pretty dress on you Lauren :) That’s how I picture you in Heaven. Sparkling, breathtaking, leaving people speechless. Dance up there tonight sweetie, we miss you :(

Even in what you probably thought were the most unattractive pictures, you shined so beautifully. Loved that pretty dress on you Lauren :) That’s how I picture you in Heaven. Sparkling, breathtaking, leaving people speechless. Dance up there tonight sweetie, we miss you :(

Once, in a little pond, in the muddy water under the lily pads, there lived a little water beetle in a community of water beetles. They lived a simple and comfortable life in the pond with few disturbances and interruptions. Once in a while, sadness would come to the community when one of their fellow beetles would climb the stem of a lily pad and would never be seen again. They knew when this happened, their friend was dead, gone forever.

Then, one day, one little water beetle felt and irresistible urge to climb up that stem. However, she was determined that she would not leave forever. She would come back and tell her friends what she had found at the top. When she reached the top and climbed out of the water onto the surface of the lily pad, she was so tired, and the sun felt so warm, that she decided she must take a nap. As she slept, her body changed and when she woke up, she had turned into a beautiful blue-tailed dragonfly with broad wings and a slender body designed for flying.

So, fly she did! And, as she soared she saw the beauty of a whole new world and a far superior way of life to what she had never known existed. Then, she remembered her beetle friends and how they were thinking by now she was dead. She wanted to go back to tell them, and explain to them that she was now more alive than she had ever been before. Her life had been fulfilled rather than ended. But, her new body would not go down into the water. She could not get back to tell her friends the good news. Then she understood that their time would come, when they, too, would know what she now knew. So, she raised her wings and flew off into her joyous new life.

Lauren, With love in our hearts forever

*This story was handed out at Lauren’s life celebration to remind us that we will have our day, too, where we will all be able to experience a glorious new life.

livingonfastforward:

I can’t believe that, as of yesterday, it has been 5 months.  It seems like just yesterday we were having those random, crazy talks on our break between production and team, talking about how we all had to skype you and Em when you were away at NDSU. 

It was really great to see your friends, family, and everyone who loves you, tonight.  I always love seeing and hugging your parents, they are literally the strongest people I know, and being with them makes me feel closer to you.  I think we all needed tonight; to share memories, laughs, tears.  

We all love you so much, Lauren.  Please remember that you will NEVER be forgotten. And I truly hope all of our lanterns and balloons make it up to you (even the one we thought was going to run into the tree and start on fire…). 

Hugs from here to Heaven, Lo.  I love you <3

livingonfastforward:

Four months ago, today, you were taken from us.  No more gorgeous smile, contagious laugh, bubbly personality, stunning dancing.  All we are left with are the pictures, videos, memories.  Sometimes it is hard to believe that you aren’t here with us, that I won’t see your shining face when I walk into the studio, but then I remember that you are in a better place, dancing among the angels, high above us.  Every day when I’m in the car, I talk to you, pray to you, asking that you keep us safe down here.

It was so nice to see your parents last week.  They are honestly some of the strongest people I know, and truthfully, I am blessed to have them in my life.  Last week, at recital, I couldn’t help but feel your presence during your memorial dance.  Every time I looked up and saw your beautiful face smiling down, it brought tears to my eyes.  I hope we made you proud last week, Lo. [On a side note, I thought that you would think it was pretty funny that Zach forgot earbuds every single night, but don’t worry, I had mine for him to borrow.]

And now tonight, four months later, you are not forgotten, nor will you ever be.  There is a rainbow arching over Prior Lake, and I know it’s you just saying ‘Hi’ and that you’re alright.  Keep on dancing in Heaven, Lauren. I love you <3

“Missing someone is your heart’s way of reminding you that you love them.” Hugs from here to Heaven ♥

livingonfastforward:

I love you LoLo.  I can’t believe it has already been 3 months.  I miss you so much. 

Dance in peace, beautiful angel <3

cutoffjeans-oldballcaps:

Four beautiful girls from North Dakota State University passed away in a tragic car accident in Minnesota yesterday. This picture probably doesn’t fit the “theme” of your blog, but their beauty does. Four beautiful ladies whose lives were taken to soon. Reblog &lt;3

cutoffjeans-oldballcaps:

Four beautiful girls from North Dakota State University passed away in a tragic car accident in Minnesota yesterday. This picture probably doesn’t fit the “theme” of your blog, but their beauty does. Four beautiful ladies whose lives were taken to soon. Reblog <3

Rest In Peace, Lauren

too-much-tohandle:

Only the good die young. You’re dancing in Heaven now <3